The illusion must end

It was a  while back now.  And sometimes when I think about that night I feel ashamed about what I didn't feel then.  South Africa has a way of making people hard but still leaving a very twisted sense of humor in tact.  Yet when I look around me today I somehow know things will work out.  I know we have seen some hard times over here, and we have been at each other over just about everything, I still love this country, it's my home, its where I feel safe even when it feels like its going to hell every other week. So back to that night, I was just entering Sunny Side, walker street, heading towards the IEC building to a small shopping center called Barcleys Square where my dad owned a pub and a coffee shop. About 2 km away something strange catches my eye and 2 men start running, not even a second passes and a shot is fired, i almost pull the steering wheel as I am no longer even looking at the road, I see one man jump a wall and another run up the street. ...

Let me start the things the normal media way. This is breaking ne..w..Nope. It's not, in fact it's just a way too tired person, that can't shake the feeling that everything is fake and that the world is about to experience a grand show.  And no, i'm not saying Jesus is coming, or a nuke is going to end it all, I'm just trying to get involved even though I see writing this post as purely for my own resolve to feel better about how incredibly disappointed i am in my own in-ability to change what is obviously wrong for the whole world. I recently watched a video, that sparked some really wack feelings inside of me.  It's something that I've kind of always believed in and seeing it being put out like the video did is the reason I had the urge to write. Isn't it funny that every single conspiracy is kind of turning into one giant picture?  Isn't it kind of strange that everything seems to make more sense as a whole?  I recently came across a v...